St. Patrick's Day 2008 at Sheridan's
The photos above were taken of all my friends there. Experiencing an Irish atmosphere in the middle of Saigon would leave an unforgettable shot in you. Going there with some folks from work, then gathering with all friends...., we got a great night! Each ticket costs US$29 which offers you free foods and couple nice drinks. The foods weren't that great, but you can't expect great foods at a pub though, even in London, Singapore or wherever.
I came there with a bit jet-lagged feeling. I rang Laurence and Justin as I didn't see them there. But Laurence came there before me and shouted at me when I was just at a bar odering a mug of Amber. Justin came a bit later with his sister.
I didn't tell Laurence the ticket I gave to her was meant for Phuong though, otherwise she would never accept it. The conversation started by being asked how Singapore was. I said: well, it didn't go on the way as I expected, but it wasn't too bad. Nobody believed I made all the way there, but she didn't show up to see me. Yep, they were right - good for her but sucked for me.
I know it was an extreme reaction - far from an acceptable way one person can take. I myself felt hurt, too. I just decided I did right things - and it's her, not me, blow everything away. I was depressed of what happened - and I think I have paid for that - but I couldn't let the depression eat at me. Gotta get out of the moribund.
I felt much better this evening where there were many people could understand me. Even though I was too wrong, I deserved a better understanding and treat.
Now I give up! I will not ever do any further step for this matter. That's far from enough! I should have been more respected by her - now it's my turn to feel hurt.
I'd better get in bed and take a deep breathe. I will start a new day with a better feeling inside. I think my endeavours to go to Singapore was much appreciated by my friends, and they still can't believe I did that to just a girl I'd just fallen in. I do not feel regretted anymore...
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